2012/02/03

the worst year so far

my ppl say to me “u always full of energy!!!”

yes im always full of energy n smile


today…

im like full of tears



im very strong woman u already know so i dont get depressed by small thing

i try to make smile when i c my friend n our music fan
even if i feel sad n angry...


but

now

im in my room n dont make smile...
i just sit my chair n not feel like doing anything
so writing blog




ive got many issues since new year

business,private,...

bad news kept coming...



someone hurts my feelings

someone cheat me on big money



i trust ppl easily??? dont think so.
trust is my huge motto.
we cant do anything without trust. rite??? so i wanna trust my ppl.
BUT
sometime my close ppl betray me so i gotta doubt ppl do.
thats what i DONT want.

i dont even know if i should tell the truth to the person for protecting myself
coz gonna be over if i do so..

i just wanna work out...


oh it mite be endless post if i write everything..hehe



ok

bad things is not gonna come from now coz the worst time has past!

i think this is the sign that Big n Good news will come to me.

i believe so i work hard today too.

be positive tomoko!!

dont forget my job is making ppl smile by our music!!!




p.s. i dont want my japanese music fan to worry me so i post here.



10 comments:

  1. You are women who has beautiful smile. Don't give up! Don't be depressed.
    The life is fun coz we can enjoy good and bad things both.
    Keep going Tomoko!!
    -junsik Moon-

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    1. thank u junsik!!
      bad things came at the same time…so i just couldnt stand for it.
      im ok now:)

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  2. thank you for sharing this Tomoko chan.. I will have something useful that can help you when i see you later this month! just hold on sista and don't change that wondeful heart that you have... you have a very kind heart. Plus you know me... kaiju dayo.. I always offer to crush people for u. I dont mind crushing bad people.. just let me know ;-)

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    1. thanks mecca.i still dont know the solution of it…
      i havnt done anythin for 2 days…so hard…
      ill never give up even if my ppl betray n hurt me.
      thats hiphop mind!!
      i gotta email to u so talk to u later!!

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  3. Are u ok?
    talk to me.call me anytime.

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  4. anyway i love ur beat n personality!!!!!

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    1. thanks IZZY…u gave me confidence.
      thanks always!!!

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  5. I guess I shouldn't write comment in this form because I'm one of your japanese fan.But are you really OK? I don't know what happend to you,but I think you should take a proper action for solving your problem if it is a big problem for you.Don't you?
    And your strong point lies in not only your positive personality but also many wonderful beats you make.So I think you'll be able to get many chances whenever you want.
    I also think good news comes after bad accident.So be positive and never give up until good things come to you.

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    1. U-SKE!!
      thank u for ur kindness.
      i still cry everyday like my ny life u already know.
      i cant do anything,but i just know the truth.
      it may take long time for solving…so i gotta c my bright future.

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