yes im always full of energy n smile
im like full of tears
im very strong woman u already know so i dont get depressed by small thing
i try to make smile when i c my friend n our music fan
even if i feel sad n angry...
im in my room n dont make smile...
i just sit my chair n not feel like doing anything
so writing blog
ive got many issues since new year
bad news kept coming...
someone hurts my feelings
someone cheat me on big money
i trust ppl easily??? dont think so.
trust is my huge motto.
we cant do anything without trust. rite??? so i wanna trust my ppl.
sometime my close ppl betray me so i gotta doubt ppl do.
thats what i DONT want.
i dont even know if i should tell the truth to the person for protecting myself
coz gonna be over if i do so..
i just wanna work out...
oh it mite be endless post if i write everything..hehe
bad things is not gonna come from now coz the worst time has past!
i think this is the sign that Big n Good news will come to me.
i believe so i work hard today too.
be positive tomoko!!
dont forget my job is making ppl smile by our music!!!
p.s. i dont want my japanese music fan to worry me so i post here.